decided to change everything about myself. I tried to get in touch with you again, then failed again because I really messed up by being a jerk to you before, and you were mad at me (You should be, I don't blame you. I was really pathetic). That still hurts and it was another one of those lessons for me to change myself to a down-to-earth person that I think I am today. I honestly thank you from deep down everyday for that. If you hadn't been mad @ me for being a jerk, I don't think I'd change.